what should I do?

Today was a really weird day... ppl can be so childish and impulsive... I wonder what should i do, first i need to know what i wanna do, what I need, what's best for me... how hard is that -_-
Anyway... I hope things work out just fine... on wednesday I'm going to see Vamp and leave a letter there... maybe he doesn't wanna know anything about me... who knows...
About my "X" friend... about his call on sunday morning... the early hours of sunday... about his feelings... this is so lame!!!! anyway, he says he doesn't remember so I'll stick to that... It's better 4 me n___n
Well, I need time to think... i'm gonna use this two days left and my friend Verito's opinion... nice *-*U
I love Beetho *-*

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